Would you like me to recap the past months?
July- People to People European adventure!
I didn't want it to end!
Toured through Italy, France, & England.. used all the French I have learned, stayed with a blind girl in a small city, saw many things for probably the only time, mais pas de romance. haha
August- I didn't expect my ED to follow me to Europe, but it did, to my dismay.. I thought that I was being rational avoiding all animal products-and so my absurdity led to an entire month in an intensive outpatient for EDNOS :(
I was in denial for almost the entire program, but I wanted to get back to normalcy because I was missing out on field hockey and wanted family support.
September- Did not get exercise privileges back, though was never that type before all of this.
October- I forget, but it probably involved lots of arguing about halloween candy towards the end.
November- We moved into mom's boyfriend's house on a cattle farm...whoo-hoo...How ironic? Ended with a stomach virus
...why has my attitude suddenly turned so pessimistic???
December- I started work at a grocery store! Enjoying the atmosphere here- everyone's in a good mood because of the unusually nice weather we've been experiencing (besides today, it was raining.. haha) Also, not feeling any anxiety about the people I will be interacting with, yay!